I would like to say

Hallo A V Body~~~
heheheehehehe
jin jia paiseh
too much things to cope with recently
this explain why Im lost for such long time.

m having Exam this week,
the last one will be tomorrow
which is also the hardest for me
Its Pendidikan Moral
read it clearly!!
Its MALAY!!
YES, BAHASA MELAYU
which I suck at.
I am having exam tomorrow morning, N I haven't start studying yet.
N I still plan to go to foodfair later.
Heard that my classmate is performing later.
Good enough reason for me to snake leh??
Must support one ma..
hahaaha

Just chat with a friend just now.
I know theres always someone who is facing the same problem as u.
But I never knew its just right beside me.
hahahahah
Not gonna talk bout it deep, don't want my post to be emo again.
hahahaha

Darling text-ed me yst...
I miss her alot.
hahahaha

Mummy asked me to go back Brunei.
But I just enrolled yesterday.
My holidays only til 17th
sad lo..

Nothing interesting to blog about, so please bear with this first.
hahahaha

If there must be something interesting, it would be emo again.
so... I rather let my blog be dry like this.

Starting my internship next sem, then left 5 subjects.
High possibility I will graduate at the next sem.
mUahahahahahaa
But I don't like the thought of working.
working=no time+stress+bad temper+further from BabyBoy but but but
MONEY!!! hiak hiak haik

Wish me luck for exam tmr avryone!! hehehe
astalavista

1+1=1

erm, its been too long, the feel just gone and I don't think iL post about kL anymore..
sorry, if u guys are interested, u can always go to my facebook and have a look at those pictures.

We always wanted to gather since Friend 1 come back from switz,
but its damn hard to have all of us free at the same time la.
A dinner outing with only four of us n BabyBoy.
another breakfast date without Friend 1 mumi.
and finally huge group of us, but still Friend 1 Mr Paranoid says hes tired after training.
hahahahh

Never get to go out together one..
maybe our gang too big..hahaha
was very busy with assignments days ago, but after submission day,
too free, dunno what to do at home, no money to hang out everyday pun
so just stay with BabyBoy lo
hahahaha

boring life la.
everyone seems to have their own path of life.
after the kL trip, we all seldom hang out together also.
weird feelings.

this post has no point.
I just feel like updating abit.

somethings bothering me these few days.
I am not feeling quite okay.

there's this phrase keep popping up in my mind
"Finally in a world of two, but I still need to cry alone"

after so long....

its my 100th post if Im not mistaken!!!
hahahahha

I know I have been missing for a REALLY long time!!
its because I went to kL for a week a couple days ago...
hahahahahha
and when I am back, I have piles of assignments to rush!!
I am so sorry~~ I have THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
much of photos to upload and story you guys..
but please be patient and wait until I complete my assignment please!!
thanks yea~~ hahaha

here's a short story to share

I secretly bought something for my BabyBoy
its car accessories things
It needs 1 week to arrive so I am working very hard to keep this secret down
nobody actually knows it.
but....
I asked BabyBoy to format my laptop
and he found pictures of car accessories and asked me why I have them.
I simply told him I see its nice so I save them down.
Then he told me he book the same thing I bought already.
When I heard it I was like *DOOOOOMMM*
its like someone suddenly turn off the light!!
hahahah
I have no choice but to tel him not to take it cause I BOUGHT IT!!
so chicken right??
I was plan to surprise him!!
and I covered it so well.
I even manage to not tel ANYONE!!
but now I can tell anyone!!! everyone!!
And he scold me a lil for buying expensive stuff!!
T_T but I know BabyBoy is happy inside!!
HE SURE IS!! hahha

I am off to bed soon~~~
Goodnights Human


A group pictures in Sunway Lagoon before we get wet~

it was vague

I always thought I can handle pressure quite well.
But heartbreaks after heartbreaks proved me wrong.
Very wrong.

I used to put everything I feel unjust into a quarrel,
and slowly I take everything for granted,
after talks and talks with friends,
I learn to keep quiet to everything.
When I have take enough of tantrums,
I tend to talk to friends to make myself feel better,
and make sure I won't go insane.
I don't know if I have already reached my limit or my bad temper has just haunt me back.
I don't feel like taking this all anymore,
I get angry easily.

Stop showing me attitudes people!!

Realistic kept me a distance away from him,
I have no choice but to get angry of myself on stuff.
I know he did nothing wrong,
I can't expect him to understand when I never speak a word to him.
But I just can't;
I can't talk to him bout this,
I can't stop myself to fuss about small stuff,
I can't forgive myself for treating him so unfairly.
I wish he could understand me, without him knowing these, but how could this be possible right?
feeling ridiculous myself too.

And now, more and more problems occur,
I don't know how long I can take this.
I don't know how far I can go.

I need a shoulder to lean on,
how much I wished it was from him,
but what am I gonna answer him when he asked?

Its all about missing HIM<3

Tell me how can I get enough of HIM<3??

HE is the candies of my days
HE is the sweetener that caused me diabetes
HE is what filled my heart
HE is the jokes that cramps my jaw
Every actions of him gives me butterflies
HE is My BabyBoy


Its a webcam night again

How can I forget how to laugh when my BabyBoy is so hilarious?!?!
hahahahah


*pout*
he went to smoke leaving me alone waiting for him.


mine is originally love-shaped!!
his is artificial!!


The smell that we both adore!!


typical -kia kia- face!!


this is what ahbeng and ahlien do.


He is insane!!!


who is cuter??
hahaha


He went to cook mee~~
Mr Piggy is there to replace him for few minutes.
Mr Piggy tells me he misses me and I am telling him I miss him too.


hrrrrmmmmmmmmm~~~
*our love language*
mUahahaha


Handsome or not?
Siowei says bUuuu!!


hardly took a proper one!!


PIG rules!!


ENOUGH!! handsome already!!


Can you just settle down??
HE CAN'T!!
He moves all the time!!


I laugh all the way~
He is just that funny.

This night, I smile myself to sleep.
This night, goodbye seems to be the hardest word.
This night, so far yet so near; so clear yet so blur.

xoxo,

BabyBoy, I love you.

I miss him<3 heaps

HEY PEEPS!!
Its BRUNEI I am at now!!
hahahahah

came here all in a sudden

Bought ticket 3days b4 i depart
that 3 days I was busy celebrating BIRTHDAYSS
then suddenly I am flying home.

hahahaha

Asked BabyBoy if its okie for me to come home,
he said of course, I asked him again, how many days you let me be home.
He said up to me.
So I am here for 10+ days.
Will go back before BabyBoy 'sBirthday
His bday is 29th of May
If not iL be able to stay here longer and have the chance to go to that beach party with darling them... aWwww aWww aWw~~
but its okay la..
I never expected I will miss BabyBoy THAT muchhhh
Since the day before I depart I am already starting missing him
I miss him so badly!!
aRhhhh.. I don't even have the mood to hang out with friends
Its so not like me I know!!
I rather stay at home sms with him or msn with him.
I am here 4 days already and I already met up darling n uncle.
hahahahha
how sad is that..

I have a major headache thinking what to buy for BabyBoy during his bday.
I wanted to make something, but found out its damn expensive to make only one piece.
Can someone help me??
I want to buy him or do him something special!!!
haahhah

Since he love drinking that much, I have already planned to bring him to drink.
With the Family n Friends.
And the drinks that night will be all mine..
So I am saving money right now.
KL trip is already killing me!! hahaha






Me web-ing with BabyBoy, his webcam sucks big time!!
I cant even see him properly..
haahhahaha
I am hugging my nao nao and he is hugging MY another nau nau
they are all mine!!!
BabyBoy is so cute!!
(he really really hated people saying him cute, but hes really that cute, I can't stop myself calling him cute!! hahaha)
I just can't get enough of him!!
mUuuahahaha
call me love sick call me love freak...
I don't mind!! hahaha

Went to accompany Darling yst, she was alone in the salon.
But theres a customer so I have to entertain myself when shes busy helping that
hell-slim customer to do slimming.
Already very slim lo.
She is errmmm.. an about 40 aunty, and shes really SLIM!!!
Waste her money n time only.
really don't understand!!!
haahah


the lighting there is perfect..
I look so gorgeous right??
muahahaha
say yes please!!



saw this turtle man when I am shopping with mumi dadi n sis in Manggis Mall
It reminds me of BabyBoy.
I immediately capture it down n mms BabyBoy, but hell Msia setting I can't mms here!!
And sis fone sucks big time also..
Dadi's fone is also msia setting.
Mummy's fone lagi teruk!!
hahahahhaa


Celebrated sis n tiang bday 4 times in a row!!
hahahaha
I don't have the pictures yet.. so yet to be blog la..haha

for tiang's bday, we are having western meal in Terry's Place
and the code that night was plain dress!!
wanted to put in something black, but couldnt find anything better.
this is the best yet its too short!!
I don't wana get scolded or beaten up by BabyBoy so I think iL keep this short one till one Saturday night when we go clubbing.
hahhahah

All of them were wearing black n white, except for me n tiang.
It seems like I am trying to QIANG FENG TOU!!
shit them.. never told me they are wearing black n white..
should have stuck with the short black dress!!
haahhha

Bought myself n BabyBoy this house slippers..

sibeh cute right??
I want nothing cartoon this time..
So this is just great..
comfy also..muahaha
BabyBoy's is in my house.. I think he will just left it there la and wear when he comes.
He seldom stay at home pun.
But he changed alot after I came here.
BabyBoy stayed at home the whole Sunday.
And did not smoke any!!
*PROUD OF HIM!!*
hahahahaha


Theres a funny story behind this bruise!!
Me n My sis became Superman the other day!!
with many witnesses!!
Luckily I am thick faced enough to not be embarrassed!!
hahahah
I fly together with sis and landed on my knee!!
hahahahah
Thats what I got for becoming superman lo!!
hahahahah
BabyBoy massage for me(really hard), and it heals after 2 days!! hahaha


this is the face that BabyBoy will laugh again and again.
Anyone tells me whats so funny with this face??
I have no idea!!
I took this pic one day when he text me telling me his mama is helping him doing facial and he cant laugh and talk.
I wanted to make him laugh so i immediately took this and mms him!!
hahahah
N I succeed!! he laugh so loud according to him la!! hahah

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Below was the trip to cave and deer farm.
the cave pic is in my laptop n I didn't bring it here.
SO theres only some pic from the Deer Farm.


me sitting on Bobbi's which is sis bf's back..
haha.. he looks like an upside down bridge!!
hahaha

the view there is really nice..
fresh air, breeze, winds,,greensss


BabyBoy nge nge wana get into the pic with me!!
it suppose to be ONLY MOI!!!
hahahaha


we were in a rush to take this pic,
this explained why my eyes are half closed!! hahaha



c~~ nice right??
I miss that place abit, when I look into these pictures again..
hahaha


I force Bobbi to take this pic,
suppose want him to put the thing into his shirt n make it like
he really kena hang!!hahaha
but he said very dirty..
so sad~~hahaha


Sweet couple under the sunset~
lovely <3
hahahah



None of the pictures with BabyBoy is nice!!
sheesh!! we two are not photogenic!!
so sad~~~


hahahaha.. BabyBoy was very photogenic in other pictures..
Is the problem with me??
OH NO!!
hahaha


He smiled so reluctantly,
I think he don't like my kises!!
T_T


wanted to take a picture with the deer, but they ran away!!
we unlock the gate and walk in by ourselves..
hahaha.. no one is there to stop us..
n deers don't bite!! hahaa




deer ME!!
hahahaha

Mr DEER~~

BabyBoy gave me new names: Kong Chue Chue & Kong Beh Liau
hahahahha
shit him..
I gave him new name also
Lau Yaw Leong, Leong Hae
(inside joke)

This is one of the pictures of BabyBoy that I love the MOST
haahahahah

bObUi~~ I miss You~~

C'est la vie

After reading posts and posts of blogs bout Fruit Basket
I realized I don't remember most of it.
And I didn't get to watch the last episode last time!!
SHIT!! I wanted to get it and watch it again!!
mUuuuahahahaha

A very random post..compiled with nonsense n Ma Vie..
if not ppl starts to complain bout me bz dating n ditched this blog!!
hahhahaha

10th of May
the Mother's Day
n my monthly anniversary as well
it speaks THREE months people!!
hahhahhaa
Okay, we did not follow the plan to go for family trip every Sunday
due to many many issues in between
But the monthly 10th-ly trips will always be there
of cuz until I broke up with him or my sis broke up with the bf la
CHOI!!!! thats IF!!
hahahaha

Went to three places...errr
namely: the wind cave, fairy cave and rayan's deer farm

that will be the next post I guess!!
Cause I haven get the pictures!! ahhahaha

Having my College's longest holidays ever..
ONE WHOLE MONTH!!
OMG!!!
thats LONG~~~

Maybe going back to BRUNEI!!
GUYS!! U HEARD TAT?!?!

oh ya, BabyBoy went for his hair cut last Saturday
He looks younger and cuter which he hates alot!!
muahahahaah
I keep looking at him after he cut his hair, and the stylist told him that hell hair style will look better on the left side,
so he kept talking with me using his left FACE!!
wth?!?!?!

brought lil ying ying shopping with us after his haircut, sis said it looks like we bringing out kid..
muahahhha
I know what Friend1 Ms Sotong gonna say,
she will say: How can a kid looks after another kid??
right??
hahahahaha

BabyBoy is so random.
We went clubbing on Saturday night.
Out of no where he asked me if I want some vodka (they always drink beer)
And I look at him with that weird-est face ever
he said iL order u vodka lime okay??
Ermm... yea.. til now I haven really understand why is he doing so..

Ohhh~~ BabyBoy's Ex called n text him up the same night
(after the vodka thing) if not iL thought its because of this.
hahhahaha
I don't know what they talked on the phone,I don't even know when he answered the call. I saw the call list accidentally when he asked me to check on the missed calls.
And I was there with BabyBoy when she text.
hMmm~~ I think BabyBoy as still sober when I read the msg out loud for him, he mubble something and I just ignore it.
She called him BIBI, she used to call him that back then.
She still cares for BabyBoy alot.
I wonder if she knew my existence?!?!?

I don't usually talk to BabyBoy bout this kinda stuff.
Actually I knew it she texted him alot.
Unfortunately I was always there when she text, but i never read the text.
BabyBoy will read and ignore.
I am happy enough already for that.
hahahahha

He still keeps a ring with their names carving in it.
I saw it accidentally (again) when he took out the ring.
hahhahha
I know it sounds funny, but really, all those things always happened accidentally, I guess God wants me to see them!! hahahaha


Look at that lil purple thing there
thats my BabyBoy
He is cute like that!!
Muahahahaha